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Some may not have known that I was depressed for about 10years of my life after my dad passed away when I was 7. At around the end of last year (2013) I was on 2 different anti-depressants. When I had to start taking them, I stood in my kitchen looking at the pill for 5mins crying until I finally took it. I was scared it was going to mess with my mind and I wouldn't be myself anymore, but that was kinda the point. I didn't know what it felt to be happy. I switched my meds and upped them twice. I came off of the meds around the end of January/early February (2014). A bit after in February I woke up feeling light and happy. It was the first time in a long time that I didn't feel heavy or groggy waking up. I knew at that moment my depression went away. The chemicals in my brain finally evened out. Now ending this year and going into the next (2015), my depression gone for 11months and counting, and I'm feeling good.
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Amanda Stubbs
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I have blonde hair with British blue eyes and I am 19 years old. A knick name of mine is Vampy ^,..,^ . I love to sing and take pictures and draw people and nature. My favorite part of me is my eyes.
I hope you enjoy my art!
You can see more of my modeling on my facebook page linked here!

Favourite genre of music: Grunge, rock, alt.
Favourite style of art: Interesting


I died a little bit today.
I keep getting worse.
Things keep getting harder.
It was easy for a while...
My life is full of hills.
You'd think after a big incline there would be a great decline,
but there isn't much of a rest after my climb.
Just another fucking hill.
I don't want to keep climbing.
Giving up always seems so easy,
but there are always other things.
I want to sleep.
I haven't been able to sleep.
I don't know if I cry or smile more.
I'm just tired.
I'm going back to bed now.
Back to sleep.

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SpaceShipEarth Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015
Welcome to :iconadultanonymous:
SkullyLuv Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015  Student Artist
Thank you.
SpaceShipEarth Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015
You are welcome
Meljona Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015   Filmographer
thanks for faving =)
Flawed-Perception Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You pwetty. lol.
Ignis-Phoenix Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the favorite! 
SGE420 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013
i assume with a name like skully love, your really into the x-files? agent moulder n skully are the shit
SkullyLuv Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013  Student Artist
No idea what that is. I just like skulls
MrHuragok Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013  Student Writer
Nice work you have here
SkullyLuv Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2013  Student Artist
Why thank you :)
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