The irony

I am at war with myself
I can't help anything
I am alone with all my feelings
and my heart.
I don't even have a heart
only a soul.
If I had a heart it would be broken
into over a million pieces.

I love you enough for my body to
but that's where the war is.
my body wants what my mind doesn't
Until they can make peace
and make up there feelings. . .

I can not have peace
nor a heart.
only an empty space
filled with soul.
How funny. A vampire with a soul.