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Be It...Be it me who wanders these lands forever
Then I shall uncover the truth and wonders..
If it be me who has to see the heartbreak of humanity
then let me help you keep that sanity by telling
you a more peaceful calamity...
If it is I who reaches the sky let me
help you enjoy by teaching you to fly..
Be it me to flee from the troubles of the night
Let me help you to stay safe by fighting this
As I still stand and breath
Be it the flower or the sword I will die doing what I love..
Loving others and fighting to help others
Cyclei fasten the noose,
the scarlet thread tight about my throat,
my thoughts like an avalanche in my mind,
the translucent paint cascading down about me,
i plummet into the abyss,
hanging there the black roses bud around me,
from one death, new life is breathed into this world,
and the cycle continues,
and the cycle repeats
I wish my Reflection was different.
But I do not create the Waste that portrays me
In its tarnished silver surface
What is it that is seen?
Suicide braided into my hair
Scholastic failure upon my skin
My clothes tattered and soaked in Alcohol and bruises
I wish my Song was different.
But I do not own the Stolen breath that defines me
In the joy of the rumor monger
What is it that is heard?
Sloth tinged laughter
An unwanted language exhaled
My words colored red and painted with vexation
I wish my Story was different.
But I do not write the Benevolent tombs that cement me
In their dusty, dusty Pages
What is it that is written?
Cauterizetake the burning steel and cauterize wounds past,
press it to the skin and turn the scars to ash,
between these bitter memories i find the strength to last,
opening old wounds again, perhaps i was to rash,
i get up on my feet again and brush dust from my bruised skin,
forever bitter memories, i wash away my sin
Tiny Dancing Stickmenaren't we all just breakable little stick men,
dancing to a solitary tune,
bending with the wind until we break,
our vertebrae snapping against the strain,
we reach our breaking point and can bend no more,
we push back against the storm,
where some may survive,
others snap under the unrelenting pressure
The Silent DragonSo... eerie and calm this eve,
I am, restless, yet... I slowly breathe,
look upon the starry night,
everything of beauty... everything feels right,
never before have emptiness filled,
till this day, a dread that milled;
darkness descends upon my waking mind,
roaming casually, its prey to find,
and I flick a wing, and a tail perhaps,
gone the days, as the water laps.
Oh, my voice my song it fills and frets,
now more than ever, this pain to forget...
Leaving The DarkReady to take on the world now
Rebelling out of this bad place.
Influence of demons, I've changed how?
Entrance the fresh, and expire the past I'll never erase
Say what you want,
Safe I will be, while you haunt
But I'm not afraid to be different
Bazaar is your attitude when I am kind.
Can't follow you and drown in your judgement
Catch your evil spirit, I will never again, for I've just gained a merciful mind.
You can plan your revenge in the dark
Unique is my God. And I will be safe with the light of the Lord with the rightful heart.
Do not come looking for me,
Do-ers of evil.
Because I do not have interest in doing things falsely
Beyond, I plan on arriving. For instead the interest of behaving as an angel.
I praise The Savior,
Idled I am no longer.
Uncloaked along my path He placed a fresh start
Acquaint the righteous
Remix with the kind hearts,
Repent and forever worship the one Flawless.
Godly I am once again and is dissolved is my sorrow
Gosh, I cannot wait for tomorrow.
WiltI wanted to show the world;
that love could overcome distances vast...
but I failed to make it last..
I set out to prove to the world
that I'd give whatever it takes...
and it just raised the stakes..
I wrote out against anger and wounding,
to show her I still care...
but in this world, I am not there..
I dreamt of taking her hand
and softly kissing her smile,
as all dreams come... lasted a while;
I wish myself in will and pray to confront this big world and save her one day..
but one is too many, the world swept her away..
I seek thee, oh world,
I am drowned now, so lame..
I love her enough, but does she the same...
I speak thee... to
I am the one who casts magic well.
I am the one who can utter ever spell.
I am the one who you think only dwells in one's imagination.
I am the one who can brew the ideal potion.
I am the one who can really fly.
I am the one who is traveling across the sky, leaving a trail of sparkling blue dust.
I am the one who you really can trust and secrecy is a must.
I am the one who they say is truly magical.
I am the one who is the most powerful.
I am the one who you will miss.
I am the one who is the Sorceress.
AssasinWhat you have done to me?
I cannot tell, I cannot show.
I feel you're there, embracing gently
And maybe... really, you truly care.
I killed the silence, killed the rules
I can't obey the code of System.
The Assasin, and till the Dawn
I'll dance with Death, I'll keep the rhythm.
You're testing me, you change the pace
I follow you, I'm going deeper.
I'm hiding... just to save you
But why you call for me again?
You killed my pain, you took the shelter
You made me strong and weaker too.
You're the Assasin, I took the challenge
But I don't know if I can beat you.
The sun will burn, my friends will dance
And I'll lead them to show the passion.
The velvety darkness hides everything,
Like a whisper of a ghost.
In this complete shadow,
There is a Nightmare lurking about.
The gills breathing air,
Eyes on the shoulder watching you.
Is a nightmare.
Three different wings are shown,
Tail spikes are framing her tail.
What a beautiful nightmare,
In the right hands.
Flames licking her feet,
As fire comes from her eyes.
Pukish Green, and deep purple,
She may be hideous,
But to her owner,
She is beautiful.
May this will be unseen tonight
Whatever happens here must not be spoken of a breath
If I come home at this time
I will scare my family to death
I must go into the darkness
I must not stay here in such a brutal place
Reality was once my forte as I thought
But like the man who lies to himself
I proved to myself wrong
Its much too dangerous to stay in such a state
As louder and louder my friends get
I’d rather have my friends family
Instead of the ones I was forced to be stuck with
May this be my last night in reality
Its much too cold and damp
All ones must turn into candy instead of people
Or maybe little atoms
Why?I am dead inside
no matter how much I try
I always end up alone again.
When I get closer to a loved one
they run away.
Why don't you love me anymore?
It's not fair.
is it because I'm a vampire
and you're a wolf.
Or do I just attract the wrong people.
I don't believe that wolves hate vampires
we are loved
we both have souls
and we are both miss treated.
So why don't you love me?
The bite of a vampireYou poored the blood on me
then licked it off.
I can feel your tounge on my skin.
There are no limets with you.
I help lick off the blood
and lick it off of you to.
I bite and drink more blood.
My eyes go red as I loose control.
As we feel each others warmth
of blood on each others skin.
We go down into a new world.
I can never control myself around blood.
You make it so hard for me not to
I want the blood so bad.
And when I get it then prey that
you wont die from me drinking it.
We are vampireWhat do you think a vampire is?
To me a vampire doesn't
have a specific eye color.
Not a certain skin tone.
We do not have
a certain hair color.
No special birth place.
Our styles are endless.
We constantly change.
You know when you saw one, Because
we are insane.
We are our own.
And you know by the fangs.
We are magical.
We are more than one.
We are here for nore fight or rest.
We are vampire
and we shall prevail.
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More